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i had a nightmare
a rather short but fun packed weekend. the wicker man (spoiler: nicolas cage gets burned alive) bank stuff late birthday card (cousin's pregnant) and another satoshi kon film (parpika) which was really good. very close to paranoia agent, but concentrated in film format, which might explain the nightmare, or it could be the unripe rhubarb in the crumble. shame really, for it was possibly the best crumble's crumble i ever made.
finished stars of compstella (christianity, greek philosophers and mathematicians, freemasons and everyone in the buiding industry basically stole everything they know from the druids). finished hoax, which is pretty good if a bit outdated, and onto the slough of the hermaphrodite, which might be affecting me more than i let on.
i spent all night dreaming of of grandma and grandad. i was crying all night in my dream. still feel like crying now. so a full day out of two of hr conflict management course is probably not enjoyed at it's full fun potential when you fight back tears on the hour journey there, chugging english breakfast just to desperately try to do something about the horrible sense of loss. said nothing to girlfiend, because a sad look, a little story and a cuddle leading to a happy solution are not applicable in this case. rather the medecine does NOT WORK. had to tell her something was wrong because i look like shit and all day crying. did not tell her what. this is between you and me livejournal. dear circuits and servers you understand me so well.
weather continues fine. balmy wind rather soothing
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